Felisia

As we journey through life we go through so much stuff that we began wallow in our situation. Abuse, neglect, anger, depression, rejection, and suppression just to name a few. We find ourselves so wrapped up in things that we are going through, that we forget about who it is that brought us. I'll share with you some events that happened in my life. Hopefully it will help you.

Merge: joining together Submerge: put under Emerge: to make appear Manifest: make known The merging was by way of taking things upon myself..notice I didn't say giving God all the control. I cared for my mom, aunts, cousins, and everybody but myself. I was appeared to be ok when I wasn't.

Bullied from elementary to middle school...I was called ugly and good girl; I was even jumped, cut, and thrown to the ground by bullies. When I informed the teachers they fussed at me instead. As a child, you are innocent but from I was told and can remember, I think my innocence was taken away. I was crying and I began beating up my own dolls.. I was a child and I didn't know what was going on. My mom was praying tongue speaking...etc person. I couldn't tell her. During most adulthood I fought depression and suicidal thoughts.. This all merged together. Into one ticking time bomb. It wasn't until my 30s I began acting out, relationships, brother sick , momma dead, barely working, lost my home, and my apartment..etc This is where I began submerge. I asked God to take control. I tried it my way too long holding it in, doing it by myself, angry at God, and telling him what I'm not gonna do. During this time God had to work on me. Emerge. God brought me out to show and tell. Look my body is healed, I'm still here, and chains are broken and generational curses broken.... Now tests are presented before you . Will you pass? God says.... I've trained you I've given you instructions Now you learned Time follow instructions and apply and do what you learned.. It's not always easy, I a, here with you and for you. Greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world. For if God be for you, who Can be against I will never leave you or forsake you You are my child... I love you. Walk in your calling and your destiny. Give God all of you Felisia A. Reese; Survivor